Just because my body is sitting doesnt mean my mind is

I'm not surprised I haven't written a blog in awhile. The only place I have internet access on my laptop is on the big couch in the living room. The Weather Channel is on all the time, the "local on the 8's" are ingrained in my mind. Its -8 degrees right now. My dad wanders by every once in awhile, no doubt believing I am lounging and watching t.v. (who watches the weather channel for more than a few minutes?), surfing the internet, and freeloading after graduation. So, you can see how it is difficult to feel creative, to write. I can't focus on the resume I'm trying to update, the graduate school writing sample I'm trying to edit when my parents are asking me every few minutes if I'm going to do this or that. I'm unhappy and change is coming. Even a change in scenery will do. Perhaps I will go to Caribou Coffee everyday and freeload off their wireless internet. I'll have to fight embarrassment though...since I applied there and remain jobless.